Last one!

This won't make sense to most people,I think.
there was once this comm [livejournal.com profile] langford_u which is essentially an open AU of the stargate verse, where the entire cast works or studies at Langford University. last time I checked it was kind of dead. I started writing this fic about a billion christmases ago and I think some of it was lost cause I'm sure I had more, but since it's really old, I figure between computers it got lost.

title: Langford Christmas
fandom: the langford u of stargate verse
characters: about a billion, from atlantis and sg1
spoilers: just the regular verse
rating:pg-13
summary: it's christmas time! and this means traditions and worry for everyone

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Title: 10 things to do before the end comes
fandom:doctor who
characters:the Doctor
spoilers:none really
rating: pg-13
summary:well, it's kinda obvious from the title,isn't it?

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Title: Explaining you
Fandom:Dollhouse
Characters:Topher,Claire
Rating: safe for work,I guess. no cuss,none of that. what comes before pg-13?
Summary:Claire gets over her hate and talks to Topher.

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I decided to take part in Fic Revival Week. I was looking in my folders and found a few,unposted fics.

Title: I only ever saved it as 'Topher's birthday fic'
Fandom:Dollhouse
Characters: Topher,Claire,Adelle
Rating: it's pretty safe,even kid-safe
Spoilers:Up to "Haunted"
Summary: It's Topher's birthday and he finds he's not completely alone.

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Lucky Girl

May. 1st, 2008 12:36 am
Title: Lucky Girl
Author: Okelay
Rating: G
Characters: Ten/Rose
Genre: Romance,  some action (in future chapters)
Disclaimer: Not mine. if they were, s3 would've never happened. except for Blink.
Summary: Rose finds out legends are true.and gets to experience one first-hand.
Author Note:
No spoilers whatsoever.
set somewhere in the middle of s2
for Going My Way Spring Ficathon

Lantians always were great hosts )
Doctor Who
Doctor/Rose
post-doomsday
angst.
(yes, another one,sorry. i can't help it!)


"I loved you more than you'll ever know, a part of me died when i let you go"

"she was especial" the Doctor said.
"i told you, i've had many companions over the years, too many to count.and i was close with them all. i loved them all.
but i was, i am, in love with Rose. i don't know how it happened. it just did, and when i realized it, it was too late"
he looked down, his eyes were filling with tears and he didn't want martha to see him cry.

"Oh, Doctor" she said "I understand. she humanized you. it was bound to happen sooner or later. " she put her hand on his shoulder, trying to offer some comfort. she would have liked to hug him but she knew he wasn't too keen on physical contact. now she knew why.
he always hugged rose, with or without reason.

he had to grieve her before he could establish any sort of relation ship with her or any one else.
and strangely, that made her decide. he shouldn't be alone. he'll always be lonely but at least for now, he wouldn't be alone.
she'd go with him.
Doctor Who
eptag for 'Rose'


"You held my hand so very tightly, told me what it could be, dreaming on"

The Doctor looks at her, his eyes so intense they could pierce a wall. as if he was reading her mind. not just talking to her but, somehow, making her understand in a deeper level.

"I can feel it.the turn of the Earth. The ground beneath our feet is spinning at a thousand miles an hour, and the entire planet is hurtling around the sun at sixty-seven thousand miles an hour. And I can feel it. We're falling through space, you and me. Clinging to the skin of this tiny little world, and if we let go..."

his hand on mine, his eyes looking at me and i can see it. his life. his loneliness. he's screaming out for help and no one's listening. no one even sees him. until me.

"I don't wanna let go. let me help you. it might have been just an accident, but i'm involved now. and you look like you could use some help"

a small naive ape. who just by chance got caught in a supernatural war. most people would run away screaming.
deny it ever happened. she does the opposite. she wants to find out more. she wants to know what's going on.
and she wants to help.

maybe there's hope for this planet yet.
Doctor Who
Doctor/Rose
post-Doomsday
all-ages


"I held the pieces of my soul
I was shattered and I wanted you to come and make me whole
When I saw you yesterday
But you didn't notice
And you just walked away"


After Norway and Bad Wolf Bay, the Doctor keeps on travelling.
visits a few old worlds, looking for comfort in the familiarity, and a few new and dangerous ones, to distract and entertain himself.
it doesn't work. he thinks of getting a new companion but no one seems good enough.
he almost get himself killed a few times. he's getting reckless.
the pain is fresh and new and he's not sure what to do about it.
so he gives into what he's sure it's the worst idea ever but it's the only thing that makes sense.
he travel to london in 1986 and sees rose and pete tyler coming home with baby!rose.
he's there at her father's funeral.
he fast-forwards to a few more years and sees rose in the park, playing with other kids. she's wearing a skirt and a little top that says 'princess', her blonde hair it's long and completely messy.
she is a beautiful little girl.
a few more years take him to her first day of school.
only 6 and already so stubborn. he smiles at the sight of her fighting the teacher to be at the front of the class.

he sees her grow up. remembers all the stories she told him and witnesses all the ones she never did.
she watches her drop out of school for that scumbag and almost wants to go and convince her to go back. but he doesn't. cause if she had, maybe she wouldn't have ended up with him after all.

he's watching when she dumps the scumbag and when she first kissess mickey. he's there when she takes the job at henrik's.

and he's there watching the day everything changes. the day his ninth self meets her and whisks her along to travel through time and space.

it helps him. somehow, it seems to be what he needed. he feels more like himself. ready to go out again.

he doesn't know if he'll ever meet another human as fantastic as rose but she has made him believe in the human race.
Doctor Who
Doctor POV


"it's the last night on Earth before the great divide, our hands are shaking time was never on our side"

"there's not much time. i'm burning up a star just to say goodbye. but i couldn't move one til i had said it.
i told you a while back that i wouldn't leave you behind. that you could spend the rest of your life with me.
and god, i wanted you to. you saved my life in more ways than you know.
and i... i want to say it. i didn't dare say it before but i want you to know.
Rose Tyler, i... i love you.
i want to tear this universe apart just to be with you one last time.
but we can't. it's impossible.
there's that word again.
for once, it seems to be true.

Goodbye,Rose
remember what i told you the first time i sent you home.
have a fantastic life."


Rose slowly opened her eyes, not wanting to let go of the dream. it haunted her every night. the doctor's face telling her those sweet words.
even though he told her to move on and forget him, she never could.
and everytime, he told her he loved her. why would she want that to stop?
Doctor Who
Rose POV


"I'm a little too young to understand, but it's a little too late to hold my hand"

My life is travelling with the last Time Lord.
it's not normal, it's not safe and it's certainly not what i expected.
i've almost died a few times and almost destroyed the universe a few more.
and he's been with me every step of the way. showing me the universe and doing his best to keep me safe.
i know he feels guilty everytime i'm in danger, wondering how he'll ever face my mother if i don't survive.
that's something i wouldn't want to see.

those who know, they don't get it. why i stay with him. why i can never go home.
at first, it was about seeing the universe out there. learning about aliens and races and having fun adventures.
but getting to know the doctor, i realized i can never leave him.
i don't want to. this feels right. where i belong.
he's so lonely. he saved me from a boring existence and i saved him from going crazy with his solitude.

we are good together.

never in my wildest dreams i imagined this in my future. but i wouldn't change it for the world.
Doctor Who
ep tag for "Rose"

"You held my hand so very tightly, told me what it could be, dreaming on"

The Doctor looks at her, his eyes so intense they could pierce a wall. as if he was reading her mind. not just talking to her but, somehow, making her understand in a deeper level.

"I can feel it.the turn of the Earth. The ground beneath our feet is spinning at a thousand miles an hour, and the entire planet is hurtling around the sun at sixty-seven thousand miles an hour. And I can feel it. We're falling through space, you and me. Clinging to the skin of this tiny little world, and if we let go..."

his hand on mine, his eyes looking at me and i can see it. his life. his loneliness. he's screaming out for help and no one's listening. no one even sees him. until me.

"I don't wanna let go. let me help you. it might have been just an accident, but i'm involved now. and you look like you could use some help"

a small naive ape. who just by chance got caught in a supernatural war. most people would run away screaming.
deny it ever happened. she does the opposite. she wants to find out more. she wants to know what's going on.
and she wants to help.

maybe there's hope for this planet yet.
Stargate SG-1
Vala Mal Doran, Vala/Daniel, Vala/Cameron
Another insight into Vala’s mind


108 – “I’m trying to find out if my words have any meaning.
I am often interrumpted or completely ignored. But most of all i’m bored”


I often feel as ifi am not valued here.
Most people take me as a joke and don’t believe i have actual input to make.
I’m just a crazy alien chick.

I’m having trouble fitting in.
SG-1 has been very good to me, no doubt about it
Cameron has become a close friend, sometimes even better than Daniel. He has more patience. He is more often willing to teach me about Earth culture.
He has shown me lots of movies and books and tv shows and more importantly,music. He got me an iPod. It’s fantastic.
But not everyone is as nice and accepting as him.
Sam and Teal’c still keep me at arm’s lenght. (a expression Cam taught me)
I liked going shopping with Sam. It was fun, even if her taste was a bit boring for me. For a moment i almost felt as if we were friends. We talk and all is but is usually shallow. No deep soul-bounding moments.
You’d think she’d be happy to have another girl on the team.

I know i could use a girlfriend to talk to.
Daniel and Sam both have pictures of the same woman in their offices/lab
I asked who she was. Dr.Janet Fraiser. Killed a few years ago in the line of duty. Left behind a daughter. An alien they found on some planet and she addopted her. Apparently she and Daniel were an item for a while. I don’t know the whole story. Nobody does. And she was also sam’s best friend. They knew each other from the academy or something. They’re all so scarred. So afraid of losing more people, yet so willing to fight , to give up their lives in the cause. So inmersed in it they don’t really live.

Daniel confuses me. He can be exasperating but so adorable.
He let go of his books long enough to tell me his story. How he became a warrior.
It amazes me how he never gives up. He seems to have a never ending well of hope and strenght. It surprises me how he has became my new home.
I haven’t had one in a while. Haven’t had anything constant for years. No friends, no family, no home, no ship,nothing.
I didn’t thought i needed one until i met Daniel, and he brought me here.
They’re all growing on me, something i never expected.
They say you can’t go home again, and maybe they’re right, but you can build a new one, sometimes even better than the original.

I know i have a long way to go before i belong here, before i earn their trust, but i’m willing to do it. I want to stay here.

It may be not as exciting as my old life but is far more rewarding.
Stargate SG-1
Vala Mal Doran, Vala/Daniel
An entry on vala’s journal



#39 “This space that i’m under it’s making me wonder what is out there”

I feel like a prisoner.
I’ve been here for months and i have merely glimpsed this planet
I asked Daniel to take me sight seeing. He said no, he’s too bussy with his dusty old books.
I think they’re used to treating aliens like this cause of Teal’c.
But i’m nothing like him.
I don’t simply raise an eyebrow to express emotions.
I talk and i whine and i express my feelings in a healthy way, unlike...
Well, just about everyone on this base.
I asked and so far i’m the third alien to join sg-1
The first one was Teal’c,of course, and then there was this guy, Jonas, who was some sort of fugitive from his country. Apparently it was his fault that Daniel died that time. And still they let him join sg-1, they took him outside, they let him travel and enjoy his stay. They accepted him easily into sg-1. but those were other times, other people were here. General Hammond. Whom i’ve heard great things of. General Jack O’Neill who led sg-1 for a long time before leading the SGC. Of him i have not only heard great things, i’ve also heard he was hot and that he has some twisted history with Colonel Carter. Daniel and Sam mention him often.

I didn’t get to see anything when we went to Washington. I saw old buildings and a diner and our hotel. And the airport of course. And from what i saw in Daniel’s computer there are many great things in that city. We could’ve taken a vacation.
Although i doubt they know what the word means.

Note to self: find a way of convincing Daniel to show me his fair planet, even if he thinks he’s going to work.

Just wait and see, i’ll beat the workaholic in him, even if it takes me years
Stargate Atlantis
pg-13
spoilers for 'the real world' and 'common ground'
john/elizabeth
angst, hurt/comfort,some romance



"I look at you, and smile because i'm fine"

Elizabeth hasn't seen John all day. he's not at the mess at dinner.
finally giving in, she goes looking for him.
she finds him at a balcony. not their balcony, but a much secluded one. where she knows he likes to come and think.
he's standing with his back to the door, leaning over the railing,looking down.
she walks up to him. "John?" she asks, softly, trying to shake him off his thoughts.
a few seconds pass and he turns to her.
"lizabeth?" he says, confused "what you doin' here?"
she offers him a smile. "I ... i came to check on you"
"I'm ok, liz, don't worry about me."
she decides, this once, to let the dreaded nickname slide
"Why not?" she asks instead "You always do. and i'm the leader,it's my job"
he smirks."and you one hell of a job. they oughta give you a nobel"
she chuckles quietly. "i doubt it"
he remains quiet, not quite sure what to say to calm her nerves that won't sound like a complete lie.
"you know.."she starts,slowly "i realized something today. i never said thank you.
you saved my life with the nanogenes and i never said anything.
all i did was leave you to die. fed upon by a wraith."
she slid down to the floor as she spoke, not daring to look at him.
"elizabeth... you did what you had to do. it was the right choice. i know you feel guilty but i'm here, i'm alive. it all worked out. this time,everybody lived"
he took her hand as he talked and she leaned her on his shoulder. she needed the assurance of his physical presence. it wasn't dream.
"it gets harder every time." she says. "not letting you go saved my life and now i can't not do it"
he looks down, still holding her hand "i know" he states
"you never told me what happened. what did you see?"
she bites her lip.
"are you sure you want to know?"
"i am. please tell me"
she moves closer to him, looking for a comfortable posicion, before starting her story
"i was back on Earth..."
it's my first drwho fic!

Doctor Who
Ten/Rose
Post-Doomsday
all-ages
one shot
characters are not mine.

#31“This is not who i am, this is not what i do
this is not who i am, i think i’m falling for you”



Companions come and go. I’ve always known that.
‘never get too attached’ is my first rule. (because not getting attached at all would be boring)
it’s always been a bit sad when they leave but i get over it. Never done any effort to go back to see them or check up on them. Until Rose.

She was so especial. So different. Just a human, and still capable of so much.
I loved her naivety, her innocence as well as her spunk and attitude. She was unique.

Letting her go without saying goodbye was unbearable.

I miss her quite a lot as it is.

i think i might have actually fallen for a human.
(That should be impossible, but well, i’m big on impossible.)

She wanted to stay with me forever. I knew that was impossible, but i hope we’d have a few years at least.

But then came Torchwood and the war.

Our time together was short but oh so fantastic.

She made her mark. Which is why i had to say goodbye, no matter the cost. It was completely unlike me.
I guess she did change me a bit.

The worst part is not knowing.
She’s the one adventure i’ll never have and that’s what makes it so intriguing. I’ve never been one to wonder about what if’s, but that’s another sign of what she did to me.

I want to know what will happen with her and i want to know what could have happened had we stayed together.
Stargate Atlantis
John/Elizabeth


#9 I’ll be your best kep secret and your biggest mistake

“are you sure no one knows?” a surprised Elizabeth asked John after he told her the results of his ‘investigations’.
“I’m possitive. This poeple wouldn’t be able to keep a secret. They’d be making ‘subtle’ remarks and such. Trust me, they have no idea”

They were in a very unknown part of the city. A balcony. They discovered it in one of their walks, and had become their hiding spot #1.

They had been extra-careful to hide their relationship but they still were a little nervous. If it got out it was almost guaranteed one of them, maybe both would be reasigned, relieved of duty, maybe even banned from Atlantis. They knew that and so did the rest of the expedition. Which is why they kept their secret.

They had discovered it early on, but between Rodney, Teyla and Ford, everyone was conviced to forget about it or ignore it.
Their bond had only grown stronger while dating and that was good fro Atlantis. Too bad the SGC would never see it like that.
Stargate Atlantis
Rodney Mckay.

this should not be misread a sign that i like rodney. he just fitted better than john.

He knows he screws up often. Nobody ever ceases to remind him.
Most of the time, he doesn’t mind. He makes jokes,too.
But every now and then he’d like to hear “good work”
Instead of something along the lines of “are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

He knows he’s not a hero. Or superman. Nobody looks up to him.
The athosian kids have never seen him as a role model.
He knows he’s a genius. He also knows it’s the only reason he’s still around. If it weren’t for his brain, he wouldn’t have lasted 48 hours on this job.

That’s why sometimes,he wants to know he’s liked for who he is, not what he does.

January 2013

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