Stargate SG-1
Vala Mal Doran, Vala/Daniel
An entry on vala’s journal



#39 “This space that i’m under it’s making me wonder what is out there”

I feel like a prisoner.
I’ve been here for months and i have merely glimpsed this planet
I asked Daniel to take me sight seeing. He said no, he’s too bussy with his dusty old books.
I think they’re used to treating aliens like this cause of Teal’c.
But i’m nothing like him.
I don’t simply raise an eyebrow to express emotions.
I talk and i whine and i express my feelings in a healthy way, unlike...
Well, just about everyone on this base.
I asked and so far i’m the third alien to join sg-1
The first one was Teal’c,of course, and then there was this guy, Jonas, who was some sort of fugitive from his country. Apparently it was his fault that Daniel died that time. And still they let him join sg-1, they took him outside, they let him travel and enjoy his stay. They accepted him easily into sg-1. but those were other times, other people were here. General Hammond. Whom i’ve heard great things of. General Jack O’Neill who led sg-1 for a long time before leading the SGC. Of him i have not only heard great things, i’ve also heard he was hot and that he has some twisted history with Colonel Carter. Daniel and Sam mention him often.

I didn’t get to see anything when we went to Washington. I saw old buildings and a diner and our hotel. And the airport of course. And from what i saw in Daniel’s computer there are many great things in that city. We could’ve taken a vacation.
Although i doubt they know what the word means.

Note to self: find a way of convincing Daniel to show me his fair planet, even if he thinks he’s going to work.

Just wait and see, i’ll beat the workaholic in him, even if it takes me years
Stargate Atlantis
pg-13
spoilers for 'the real world' and 'common ground'
john/elizabeth
angst, hurt/comfort,some romance



"I look at you, and smile because i'm fine"

Elizabeth hasn't seen John all day. he's not at the mess at dinner.
finally giving in, she goes looking for him.
she finds him at a balcony. not their balcony, but a much secluded one. where she knows he likes to come and think.
he's standing with his back to the door, leaning over the railing,looking down.
she walks up to him. "John?" she asks, softly, trying to shake him off his thoughts.
a few seconds pass and he turns to her.
"lizabeth?" he says, confused "what you doin' here?"
she offers him a smile. "I ... i came to check on you"
"I'm ok, liz, don't worry about me."
she decides, this once, to let the dreaded nickname slide
"Why not?" she asks instead "You always do. and i'm the leader,it's my job"
he smirks."and you one hell of a job. they oughta give you a nobel"
she chuckles quietly. "i doubt it"
he remains quiet, not quite sure what to say to calm her nerves that won't sound like a complete lie.
"you know.."she starts,slowly "i realized something today. i never said thank you.
you saved my life with the nanogenes and i never said anything.
all i did was leave you to die. fed upon by a wraith."
she slid down to the floor as she spoke, not daring to look at him.
"elizabeth... you did what you had to do. it was the right choice. i know you feel guilty but i'm here, i'm alive. it all worked out. this time,everybody lived"
he took her hand as he talked and she leaned her on his shoulder. she needed the assurance of his physical presence. it wasn't dream.
"it gets harder every time." she says. "not letting you go saved my life and now i can't not do it"
he looks down, still holding her hand "i know" he states
"you never told me what happened. what did you see?"
she bites her lip.
"are you sure you want to know?"
"i am. please tell me"
she moves closer to him, looking for a comfortable posicion, before starting her story
"i was back on Earth..."
Stargate Atlantis
Sparky (John/Elizabeth)
post-ep for something like allies or the lost boys or siege 2


#99 All i know is that i’m lost without you, how am i gonna be strong without you, i need you by my side

You’re not dead. That i know. But you’re not here either.
And everyday you’re missing my faith suffers a little.
I know you’ll come back, you always do.
But i can’t seem to shut up that little voice that says “but what if you don’t?”
What would i do? I can’t run this city alone!
And what’s worse, i’d probably have to stand some hard ass military guy like Caldwell or worse.
That can’t happen. You have to comeback. I miss you.
Everyone does. Even the city.

You finally told me about your family. You promised me we’d visit them on our next trip to Earth. I know you, John.
You keep your promises.
And you promised me to comeback in one piece.
I’m sure you left instructions with Lorne and others in case your didn’t came back but they’ll be useless.
It’s not your protection i need.
It’s you.
#99 All i know is that i’m lost without you, how am i gonna be strong without you, i need you by my side

You’re not dead. That i know. But you’re not here either.
And everyday you’re missing my faith suffers a little.
I know you’ll come back, you always do.
But i can’t seem to shut up that little voice that says “but what if you don’t?”
What would i do? I can’t run this city alone!
And what’s worse, i’d probably have to stand some hard ass military guy like Caldwell or worse.
That can’t happen. You have to comeback. I miss you.
Everyone does. Even the city.

You finally told me about your family. You promised me we’d visit them on our next trip to Earth. I know you, John.
You keep your promises.
And you promised me to comeback in one piece.
I’m sure you left instructions with Lorne and others in case your didn’t came back but they’ll be useless.
It’s not your protection i need.
It’s you.
Stargate Atlantis
John/Elizabeth


#9 I’ll be your best kep secret and your biggest mistake

“are you sure no one knows?” a surprised Elizabeth asked John after he told her the results of his ‘investigations’.
“I’m possitive. This poeple wouldn’t be able to keep a secret. They’d be making ‘subtle’ remarks and such. Trust me, they have no idea”

They were in a very unknown part of the city. A balcony. They discovered it in one of their walks, and had become their hiding spot #1.

They had been extra-careful to hide their relationship but they still were a little nervous. If it got out it was almost guaranteed one of them, maybe both would be reasigned, relieved of duty, maybe even banned from Atlantis. They knew that and so did the rest of the expedition. Which is why they kept their secret.

They had discovered it early on, but between Rodney, Teyla and Ford, everyone was conviced to forget about it or ignore it.
Their bond had only grown stronger while dating and that was good fro Atlantis. Too bad the SGC would never see it like that.
Stargate Atlantis
Rodney Mckay.

this should not be misread a sign that i like rodney. he just fitted better than john.

He knows he screws up often. Nobody ever ceases to remind him.
Most of the time, he doesn’t mind. He makes jokes,too.
But every now and then he’d like to hear “good work”
Instead of something along the lines of “are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

He knows he’s not a hero. Or superman. Nobody looks up to him.
The athosian kids have never seen him as a role model.
He knows he’s a genius. He also knows it’s the only reason he’s still around. If it weren’t for his brain, he wouldn’t have lasted 48 hours on this job.

That’s why sometimes,he wants to know he’s liked for who he is, not what he does.

January 2013

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