I mourn a show.
May. 23rd, 2010 08:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
okelayI'm feeling very depressed now.
it's just hitting me that ashes to ashes is over, for ever. and I feel like I've been processing since friday. and while I loved the ending, it was sad as hell.
It was a good ending, it satisfied my curiosity and all but damn, it was so heartbreaking. I wanted Alex and Gene to carry on having adventures. I knew it wasn't going to happen, but I wanted it anyway.
I feel sad for Gene, who lost his best friend and now he lost bolly. I feel sad for Alex who'll never see her little girl again. I feel sad for Viv and Louise, who went to hell. I feel sad for Chris and Shaz, and even for ray.
and I feel really sad for the guv cause he's like the Doctor, king of the land but always lonely. people come and go, but they can never stay, even if they want to, even if he wants them to. and they both help people but can never seem to help themselves.
I wonder if Gene will ever get to go to the railways arms. will he ever feel he's done enough, will he ever retire?
Gene, walking into TRA were Sam and Alex and the rest of the team are waiting for him and they buy him a pint. and they can start a new life...well, an afterlife.
I wonder if he'll remember Alex. I know Matthew Graham said he'd forget, but if gene remembers Sam, then why wouldn't he remember Alex? the details might get blurry, but I'd like to believe he does remember her.
This was such a wonderful universe and I'll miss is so damn much. my favourite shows die quite frequently, but I'll never get used to it.
LoM/A2A is definitely on my top ten of best shows ever.
it's possible I love A2A a tiny bit more of it may be the fact that A2A is just more recent, therefore I miss it more. I so need to rewatch this.
I already miss the gene genie and bolly drake so much.
it's just hitting me that ashes to ashes is over, for ever. and I feel like I've been processing since friday. and while I loved the ending, it was sad as hell.
It was a good ending, it satisfied my curiosity and all but damn, it was so heartbreaking. I wanted Alex and Gene to carry on having adventures. I knew it wasn't going to happen, but I wanted it anyway.
I feel sad for Gene, who lost his best friend and now he lost bolly. I feel sad for Alex who'll never see her little girl again. I feel sad for Viv and Louise, who went to hell. I feel sad for Chris and Shaz, and even for ray.
and I feel really sad for the guv cause he's like the Doctor, king of the land but always lonely. people come and go, but they can never stay, even if they want to, even if he wants them to. and they both help people but can never seem to help themselves.
I wonder if Gene will ever get to go to the railways arms. will he ever feel he's done enough, will he ever retire?
Gene, walking into TRA were Sam and Alex and the rest of the team are waiting for him and they buy him a pint. and they can start a new life...well, an afterlife.
I wonder if he'll remember Alex. I know Matthew Graham said he'd forget, but if gene remembers Sam, then why wouldn't he remember Alex? the details might get blurry, but I'd like to believe he does remember her.
This was such a wonderful universe and I'll miss is so damn much. my favourite shows die quite frequently, but I'll never get used to it.
LoM/A2A is definitely on my top ten of best shows ever.
it's possible I love A2A a tiny bit more of it may be the fact that A2A is just more recent, therefore I miss it more. I so need to rewatch this.
I already miss the gene genie and bolly drake so much.
