okelay ([personal profile] okelay) wrote2006-10-10 04:07 am

#31“This is not who i am, this is not what i do

it's my first drwho fic!

Doctor Who
Ten/Rose
Post-Doomsday
all-ages
one shot
characters are not mine.

#31“This is not who i am, this is not what i do
this is not who i am, i think i’m falling for you”



Companions come and go. I’ve always known that.
‘never get too attached’ is my first rule. (because not getting attached at all would be boring)
it’s always been a bit sad when they leave but i get over it. Never done any effort to go back to see them or check up on them. Until Rose.

She was so especial. So different. Just a human, and still capable of so much.
I loved her naivety, her innocence as well as her spunk and attitude. She was unique.

Letting her go without saying goodbye was unbearable.

I miss her quite a lot as it is.

i think i might have actually fallen for a human.
(That should be impossible, but well, i’m big on impossible.)

She wanted to stay with me forever. I knew that was impossible, but i hope we’d have a few years at least.

But then came Torchwood and the war.

Our time together was short but oh so fantastic.

She made her mark. Which is why i had to say goodbye, no matter the cost. It was completely unlike me.
I guess she did change me a bit.

The worst part is not knowing.
She’s the one adventure i’ll never have and that’s what makes it so intriguing. I’ve never been one to wonder about what if’s, but that’s another sign of what she did to me.

I want to know what will happen with her and i want to know what could have happened had we stayed together.

[identity profile] ragamuffinsun.livejournal.com 2006-10-10 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
Very Nice, Poetic

[identity profile] 32-flavorz.livejournal.com 2006-10-10 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
I liked it. Short sweet and very heartfelt. That'll show anyone who thinks that the Doctor didn't have feelings for Rose :P Nice job.