okelay

i'm starting a new challenge today.
i call it 'drabble a day' ( kinda like walladay, get it?)
i'll be posting a drable every day for a month. every fic will be based off a lyric i love.

( really long author's note )

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#1 "I'm just a off, a lost cause, a long shot, don't even take this bet"

Stargate SG-1,
Vala Mal Doran, Vala/Daniel
rating: for all.
Post-beach head, spoilers for 'prometheus unbound'
some of vala's reflections while living in the Ori homeworld.

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It’s been a long time since anyone took a chance with me.

I never stay long enough to make friendships, let alone trust people.

Daniel barely knows me, and he only knew bad things, yet he helped me.

That’s who he is. That’s what attracted me to him in the first place.

I mean, if you’re going to be bound to someone,, it might as well be a cute guy who’ll take care of you.



When i tried to hijack the prometheus, all those months ago, i was just trying to save myself, i never thought it would change my whole life.

I never use to think about the future. I was to busy worrying about getting out of whatever mess i was in.



Daniel has helped me a lot. Way more than he knows.

Before knowing him, i would have never risked my life to save anyone and the thought of coming clean about not being a god would have never crossed my mind.



I was happy, i guess, living the moment. But i was alone. And i would’ve stayed alone forever. I never thought i needed company until i found Daniel and the SGC. I never knew i could miss anyone so terribly.

Seeing everyone again, seeing Daniel’s face, even if it was only on a mirror, it was great. I’d do anything to get back to them. I just hope there’s somewhere to go back to. Cause Daniel and i never had our chance.

And he and i gotta live to take it.