"I loved you more than you'll ever know, a part of me died when i let you go"

[okelay]

Doctor Who
Doctor/Rose
post-doomsday
angst.
(yes, another one,sorry. i can't help it!)


"I loved you more than you'll ever know, a part of me died when i let you go"

"she was especial" the Doctor said.
"i told you, i've had many companions over the years, too many to count.and i was close with them all. i loved them all.
but i was, i am, in love with Rose. i don't know how it happened. it just did, and when i realized it, it was too late"
he looked down, his eyes were filling with tears and he didn't want martha to see him cry.

"Oh, Doctor" she said "I understand. she humanized you. it was bound to happen sooner or later. " she put her hand on his shoulder, trying to offer some comfort. she would have liked to hug him but she knew he wasn't too keen on physical contact. now she knew why.
he always hugged rose, with or without reason.

he had to grieve her before he could establish any sort of relation ship with her or any one else.
and strangely, that made her decide. he shouldn't be alone. he'll always be lonely but at least for now, he wouldn't be alone.
she'd go with him.

Comments

[innt-that-rite.livejournal.com]

Poor old doctor's been humanized. (kind of like the opposite of being turned into a cyberman- you actually have to have emotions)

This kind of epitomizes what the show is about- he always has to let go, and it hurts so much because he loves them. He would be hurting so much more because he truly let Rose in, and allowed himself to love her(only just though).

Bittersweet.
Nice work.